hey guys, i have an extra ticket for harry styles’ concert tonight - i just need a ride to and from the concert please and thank you!!

coltre:

I am so good at pretending I am tired when I am actually very sad

Dear boyfriend,

I am sorry. My anxiety is back and I don’t know why. I watched something I shouldn’t have and I’m so sure that is what triggered it. I’m not the type of person to stay up late but last night, for some reason, was the first time I have ever pulled an all-nighter. Tossing and turning, thinking about how i let my rapist slip through my fingers, how i let him believe he was taking care of me. How i allowed all those other boys take advantage of me. How i let those stupid, privileged girls bully me in a middle school restroom. How I let people stupid finstas posts about me get to me. why the fuck are people so cruel. why the fuck do finstas even exist. 
why did i have to go through that 3 year relationship if he left me for who i already knew he was cheating on me on. why? why do i think about him every.single.fucking.day. it’s been well over a year.

Dear boyfriend.
I am sorry. I don’t know why i can’t let these stupid things go. I am so upset how this world works. how all supposed ‘friends’ end up stabbing me in the back and call me a slut because i turned down their other friend. 
I am sad and mad and angry.
I am so sorry you thought you were the problem.
you are not the problem. it is me. i am the problem for letting these people get to me but i don’t know how to let it go. i need help.
I don’t know how to ask for it. but i think i do need help. 


Dear boyfriend,
i don’t want you to get involved in the drama that i make in my own head. i am sorry. i don’t know what to do anymore. i don’t know what to do with myself.. I have no one. 


I don’t know what to do.
someone, please help me.

hi…i am back…depression is back after a couple of years.

flowury:

r u ever just like God i am So Thankful highschool is over forever lol